我该怎么做？

从我踏出第一步的那一天起，我们好想越来越少相处的机会了。从你忙考试，到我忙工作，到你忙家里事 又到我忙工作，我们真的很久没好好聊了。是你在避开我，还是我想太多？我也搞不清楚。

如果你真的是避开我，希望你可以老实的对我说，我相信我可以接受得到。如果是我想太多对不起是我对自己没信心。

每当我收到你的短信我都会很兴奋的快速回复，但之后就是一个漫长的等待。有时我会想是wechat的问题，还是我每次都让你无言。

我真的很没方向，我知道你不擅长主动。我还是慢慢的自己烦吧！

The next Step.

在这个月里，我考虑了很多，想的也很多。我到底为什么而活。我有了答案。我是为爱情和亲情而活！

很多人说我太单纯了，太没理想，太幼稚，但是我的想法的确是这样。我活了那么多年，难道还不了解自己吗？ 我曾经为爱做出很多事情，我曾经为家人放弃很多事情。我的思想真的是为家人与爱情而留下来的。

我因为爱情和家人而努力奋斗。爱情与家人是我的推动力。我今天开始会安排我的一切，为我找到的方向而活！我有了目标，明白了该怎么做！

昱璂加油！

我踏出了第一步。

Princess is finally one year older! But she still looks so young as before. Yesterday, I finally took my 1st step to tell her that I'm going to be serious is chasing after her. Of cause I do not have the guts to tell her verbally. I wrote everything in her birthday card. What have I prepare for her birthday? 

For the first time in my life I handmade a birthday card for someone. I cooked spaghetti, bought a necklace, bought her favorite candy and also burn lots of songs to keep her from boredom when she's driving. It took me 3 weeks to prepare everything. I do hope she's happy. 

She was so busy yesterday and I only manage to spend my 45 minutes with her. I still do not know what she thinks and feel about me. That will remains as a suspense for me since it's not something that I'm rushing about. I believe many people out there have already know that I'm in to her since January 2013. So I have nothing to be shy about to hide this fact. Probably I'm more daring in blog than reality. Tomorrow will be her Law exam. Wishing her all the best! 

It's a sad thing that I do not have much time to spend with her (I wonder she have time for me or not? Haha). Tonight will be rushing My International Relation Final Assignment and tomorrow will be rushing my Commercial Editing Assignment. As for Saturday until Monday, will be spending time with D1 Production for the upcoming short film!

This is a photo of me and my beloved Princess!

我对自己的承诺。

People always question me, "What kind of girl you like?", "Why are you still single?" & "Why so choosy?". I shall answer all this question right now. I just want to find a person who is as lovely as my mum. It doesn't matter how she look and how old is she(of cause not too far apart), as long as she's one nice and lovely girl I will go for it.

Have I found "her"? The answer is yes. Actually I've found her since December 2012. She's a good looking, responsible, kind, funny, and sometimes a bit cute. Since the day I met her, I knew that this world does exist a girl that I dream of. She is almost perfect. She make me felt so in love whenever I'm with her. 

Why didn't I chase after her? Not afraid of losing her? I also do hope I can chase after her and make her my last love. But I do need to consider a lot of things. If I really love her, I need to work hard in every single way to make sure I can provide her a good future. I hope she can be the most happy and lucky girl on earth. I wish to give her all the romance that she deserve and give her all respect that she supposed to have. I just want her to feel and really be the happiest girl! To bring all this come true, I need to work really hard, in my education, work and savings. I'm only 20, I'll give myself 5 years to work hard, to own a house of my own, a car of my own and a stable income. That will be the time I purpose my feelings towards her if she's still single and available. I will keep close contact with her this 5 years, try my best to be there whenever she needs me. Be the man that she can count on and lean on. If she has become other's love, I'll still greet her as I believe she have the right to choose a better one.

The main reason I wrote this post is to make a promise here. I will not simple get into any relationship if I can guarantee her a good future. I don't wish to have any secondary puppy love relationship anymore, I want a relationship that can last for my whole life. If she's my Miss Right, I will promise to give her the very best of what I have. 

Princess, You're the most perfect girl I've ever seen in my life. I don't know how you feel towards me, but just wanna thank you for bring such a wonderful moment for me this pass 8 months. I appreciate it so much. I'll work my very best and hope we can be together after 5 years!

YK's Pictures

YK's Picture's photostream on Flickr.

Surprise : From Them

Guess what, James Lee, Malaysia's Director had pay us a visit yesterday at Tarc.

 He's a man with a very artsy thinking.

These are some photos of the event~

He shared a lot about how he'd gotten into this industries and also had promote to us his upcoming film which is,

THE COLLECTOR!

Please do support this commercial film.

After listening to his talk I receive a big surprise from my beloved friends.

Before this I kept on scolding them for not wishing me on my birthday and suddenly,

they pop up with a birthday present and I kept my mouth shut.

Gosh! I love the present so much!

Do you all know this is my 1st camera in my life??

Thank you all so much!

I'll take good care of this camera and will take down all the memorable part of my life with it!

Once again, thank you all~

Visa Day

Today is my Visa day~

From early in the morning, my friend and I woke up and rush all the way to the US Embassy at Jalan Ampang.

This was our very 1st time so we're kinda nervous.

We handled our IC to the security and this is what we receive~

This is our visitor pass.

We lined up outside the US Embassy for around 15minutes.

Thank God it's not raining or very hot~

After that we went in for a interview.

Everything was smooth and we going to be collecting our Visa on Monday 3pm~

Weee~

After that.

DANG DANG DANG DANG~

We walk back to our car and guess what~

The car is out of battery~

CYang Tan for the very 1st time came out with a brilliant idea.

Which is~~

At 1st we felt kind of stupid.

But we manage to get help!

Three pretty lady help us out on charging our car battery~

We felt so great to have them helping us.

If not we might stuck there for several  hours.

SO, THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH!!

Thanks to them, we manage to travel back home safely.

^^